Tuesday, December 30, 2008

Fragile


Some people say your pathetic sitting in the corner on your own

When all you want is time to reflect and be alone

A loved one could leave your side

And it could feel like your on the nastiest bumpy ride

Your best friend could stab you straight in the back

Or you could feel like everyones against you like your under attack

Your always the one to apoligise first

Yet you always come out looking like the bad one and feeling worst

When your in-love and you dont want to be apart

How come its that when you kiss her your then a tart

When you make friends with someone you lost in the past

Why does everyone back away from you so very fast

When you decide to change and colour your hair

How come everyone in the street finds it amusing to stop and stare

When your really hyper and feel like having fun and being a bit of a freak

Why is it that people put you down and make you feel so weak

When you want to hold your girl's hand but her friends dont think your good enough

You just stand and look her in the eyes and think if I loves her enough

why dont you say its nothing to do with you so tough

When you feel there is nothing left in this cruel world for you

Just stop and think your not the only one there is other people too

Look in the mirror and smile at what you have got

Dont be as fragile anymore dont, look at what your not!

Emo

Saturday, December 20, 2008

THe Un-sent Poem

Sometimes I think it's just a crush,
that it is ok if its not me whom u like,
so once in a while i give myself a punch,
to tell me myself stop dreaming for you are my life..

You are my sunshine that never rains
I am whom you own and reign
like a sheep that can be either loved nor slaugthered
so please never let your feelings for me be faded..

I really miss you badly,
so i try to forget you
but i know , I'll live my life sadly
knowing that all i Love .. is You..

I tell myself to be patient, to give you time
But always get impatient waiting for you msg or call
each and everyday i wait for you're sign
to tell me its time for you to be mine...

So i try to close my eyes to get distracted
but all I see is you, whom i always wanted
I promise with my life I wont take you for granted
so please tell me if I'm ever.. Wanted..

From. H

Friday, December 19, 2008

This is another emo post..

thinking back..
remembering all that we had done..
all that we shared..
from sweet to bitter..
everything slowly change..
the rain came.. but nvr stopped..
it flooded both my eyes..
though the feelings for me is gone..
how long have i not seen you..
now where are you ?
what are u thinking ?
now all i have is the memories that we had been together..
as i look out the window..
many times have i seen the image of your face..
i get closer to you and yet you vanish..
now i'm afraid that you'll even forget me..
why do we always regret after losing someone..
i didnt get the chance to say..
i wanna be with you till time ends..

From : H

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

Now I know I messed up bad
You were the best I ever had
I let you down in the worst way
It hurts me every single day
I'm dying to let you know
Now I'm here to say
I'm sorryAnd ask for a second chance
Cause when it all comes down to the end
I could sure use a friend
So many things
I would take back
You were the best I ever had
I don't blame you for hating me
I didn't mean to make you leave
You and I were living like a love song
I feel so bad, I feel so bad that you're gone
Now I know you're the only one that I want
I want you back, I want you
I can't believe that
I threw away all our dreams
I can't believe now that you're gone how much you mean to me
I feel so bad, I feel so bad
You were the best I ever had
I can't believe that I threw away all our dreams
I can't believe now that you're gone how much you mean to me
I feel so bad, I feel so bad
You were,
You were the best I ever had..

Friday, December 12, 2008

WTF........
WHY MY LIFE SUCK TO THE MAXXXXXXXX...
AFTER I OFF MY ENGINE.. EVERYTHING DONT SEEM TO GO ACCORDING TO PLAN...
NOT ONE BIT..
FALLING FOR THE WRONG ONE.. GETTING HURT LIKE A DICK HEAD..

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>> I JUST CANT BE YOUR FRIEND <<

Waitin..
I’ll wait, any time or place..
depending on your feelings..
i have no doubts..
this is love..
i'm guessing that you've always wanted to make it clear..
i'm disappointed in myself..
from heaven, i drop down into the abyss..
i'm so helpless..
i'm willing to change..
what can i do ?
to start afresh from the beginnning..
just give me a chance..
There is no way that I can just be an ordinary friend..
My feelings are so deep..
How can you tell me to just let go?
But you say to me that you only want to be my friend..
In your heart I am only a friend and not a lover..
I appreciate you telling me how you feel..
But the love that I feel for you, I cannot take back..
so I can’t just be your friend..
I’m not just going to be an ordinary friend..

Monday, December 8, 2008

Best Poem Ever Written.. For my New Life..

This life.. Has been ok.. A lot of ups.. And more Downs..
i've met this girl on Naomi's Bday..
I dont know is she the right one..
or..
Am i the right one for her..
Though she attracts me a lot.. but still.. haiz..
This Poem is dedicated to her..

Titled - How I Feel..
You have no idea how i feel..
But i know my feelings are for real..
I've watched you from far..
I've even prayed on every star..
That one day.. You'll feel the same..
Your heart and soul i will proclaim..
I've tried to tell you but words fail..
My heart skips a beat and my skin turns pale..
What if you reject my every advance?
What if you don't give romance a chance?
But soon.. I'll be ready to lose pride..
For i know I'll regret if I've not tried..
So do tell me if we could be..
For it would mean every single thing to me..

Truly Your's.. Jay