Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education:
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

[Part 1] Self Confidence: 77% -> You're confident.
[Part 2] Sensory Perceptions: 76% -> Sensitive to stimulation around you.
[Part 3] Body Language: 73% -> Quite good at utilizing on occasions.
[Part 4] Conversational Skills: 93% -> A real talent!
[Part 5] Empathy For Others: 87% -> An extremely kind and warm person.


Do you still think of your ex:
Your ex clearly broke your heart and you haven't yet moved on. Remember that time heals all sorrows, so look positively towards the future. Don't be blinded to the love that might be surrounding you right now.

What kind of person are you:

You are a sociable and outgoing person. You enjoy attending parties and seek attention from people wherever you can. The closer you place your words together, the more afraid you are of being left alone. Loneliness is your one great fear.

Favorite place in the house:
You are imaginative and colorful. You attract people just by the way you talk. This can make some people feel jealous.

What of your life:

Here is the analysis:You are imaginative and colorful. You attract people just by the way you talk. This can make some people feel jealous.

What do you think of love:
Here is the analysis:You are imaginative and colorful. You attract people just by the way you talk. This can make some people feel jealous.

I cant believe it..

tell me I'm dreaming..

that We are still We...

it was amazing..

said I were lucky..that I finally found You...

It was on a busy day, that we met..

and i just don't know where to go..

as we just met.. so you said let's go slow..

but no..I just told you..

I'm to keep you from the cold...

sorry i cant take it..

why did you fake it..

why did we kiss...

and I'm just down..

you left me with a note without a sound..

I figured I must stop being such a child..

you never know how much I've been going round..

how my heart just rounds of your down...

Ill be your teddy bear ..

Ill be your cloud..

Ill take you round and round..

If you dont mind i can be your standing ground..

even if that means I'd drown...

Why Life ?

Why does it feel like the world is ending
why does it feel like my dreams are fading
why when hope is near it just shatters
why when i want something, it just never happens

why when we all cry, tears roll down our eyes
why when we are happy, time just flies by
why when i need something, it just goes dissapearing
why when i need someone, they just go missing

why is that in life nothing seems right
yet the weaknesses we dont see by sight
why is that when everything seems so perfect
yet the truth it is a just all an act

For to me, life itself is just not worth it
for my soul in this present life just dont fit
For i fail to see pass the dark to the light
for i fail to see from wrong to right

I'm a failure both in love and in life
so everytime i reach the peak i take a sigh
I'm just very fortunate to be this lucky
so i treasure everytime i felt happy

So now i say goodbye to the world
as i leave not even saying a word
to all the people whom fucked up my life
this is the end , in which u all like..

XoXo

Ruler of My Heart..

Jillian , the one who rules my heart,
4 years of dominating me,
Yet I still dont know where to start.

You might say i lie,
You might say i con,
But how would you know,
When you are not the one.

4 years to me is nothing but time,
But what really means to me
is what of you and I,

Loving you is my biggest wish,
Please let me love you at least,
Give me a chance for this,
So sometimes i wonder,
Who do i love deep under,
And i love you and no other..

God, please show me a sign,
for what should i do at this time,
as my heart is flooded with tears,
as my soul is conquered by fear.

i always had wonder
how is that we are together,
God is always been who i ask,
Yet our love just didnt last.

Now i have to go find myself,
Maybe have to lock myself in a cell,
All I see now is the fucking weather,
I had believed our love would had beem deeper.

Now that im leaving, what can i say ?
i want you even more everyday,
loving you more in every way,
Yet on my bed , i lay all day.

All i do is wait for your call,
For you are my all,
It almost feels like the end,
As though you are my only friend.

When i walk out the door,
I want youso much more,
You are what all my life meant,
For you are definately a God-sent.

Once Upon A Time..

Once there was a man who had an orange shirt.
Once there was a girl who went out dancing in a skirt.
Once there was a park they found they fed the frantic ducks.
Once there was a couple, happy, who couldn't believe their luck.

Once they went out dancing, and had a movie date.
Once early in the morning she surrendered to her fate.
Once he said "I love you" and she had to love him too.
Once they had a future, happy when one and one made two.

Now they are both lonely, now they live alone.
Now she has a cold and empty,tidy hollow home.
Now he has a fountain of tears where once there was a heart.
Now she has decided that they really have to part.

Now that she has nothing, she feels she is complete.
Now that he can't dance again, his heart weighs down his feet.
Now he thinks about her, all the memories locked away.
Now he tries so hard to forget the happy laughing days.

Is she thinking of him still? Does she cry still, now and then?
Is he ever going to win back the girl he loves again?
Is she glad it's over? Can she get on with her life?
Is she really so very certain she wouldn’t be his wife?

Given all the laughter, fun and sunny times they had.
Given all the heartache, lies and times he made her mad.
Given all the tears now, the loneliness and pain.
Given all the risks, would she do it all again?

Can she really say that she won't want him back one day?
Can she really like her life now better in this way?
Can she forget his face, the mess, the giggles and the love?
Can she find someone else to love her more than he could love?

If he really loved her, she said he'd let her go.
If she understood his feelings then she would know that it's not so.
If he were less stubborn, if she could care much less.
If they had never spoken, there wouldn't be this sorry mess.

But time has taken prisoners, their lives are now entwined.
But even if they never meet again, the past is not left behind.
But can he start all over? Just forget her and move on?
But even if he can, will she be glad with what she's won?

Is that really what he wants, to never see her smiling face again?
Will it make him happy, will he live on without pain?
Will he be thinking of her, is he too proud to cry?
Will it wrench his heart in two if he sees her kiss another guy?

And can she forgive his faults, and accept him as he is.
He wants to have her back and hope for nothing but forgive.
She's told him that its over, that she may never want him back.
He's told her that he loves her and though its a risk, he'll live with that.

She wants him to live with patience, to give her time to heal.
The past is not yet over and it's left a scar so real.
We don't choose who we can love, and love doesn't really die.
You can find it in your heart again, I love you, so please try..

I wish I wrote this love note
with my own blood
so you know it came straight from my heart.'

Sometimes if you love someone so much,
it will actually hurt more.
Every minute spent with her
comes with an hour of missing her.
Just when you thought
everything would be perfect,
everything falls apart..

When you put that ring on my neck,
you put a chain of death around my heart.

Ive found the Best Organ
The heart is the only broken instrument that works..

I was born
when you kissed me.
I died
when you left me.
I lived a few weeks
while you loved me.


Should I SMILE
because you?re my friend
or CRY because that is all we will ever be?
A million WORDS would not bring you back,
I know because I've TRIED.
Neither would a million TEARS,
I know because I've CRIED.

How can you be FRIENDS with SOMEONE
if EVERYTIME you LOOK at them
it makes you WANT them even MORE?
If anyone accused me of being heartless,
it?s only because you have it.

The hardest thing in life is
to watch the person you love,
love someone else.

I miss the way you laughed,
I miss the way we talked,
I miss the times we had,
I miss the love we shared,
but most of all
I miss the way you cared.

I think the nightmares in my sleep are terrifying,
and then I wake up,
and the real nightmare begins.

When you dream with a broken heart..
Waking up is the hardest part..

On nights like this, I held her in my arms.
I kissed her so many times under the infinite sky.

What does it matter that my love couldn't keep her.
The night is full of stars and she is not with me.

Although this may be the last pain she causes me,
and this may be the last poem I write for her.