Ive Found out.. My true feelings..

I've came to know..
I'm Desparate for You..
I'm having grief everytime i find myself awake..
i tried to let it go.. but i cant..
i found out..
To spare oneself from grief at all costs,
can be achieved only at the price of total detachment,
which Includes the ability to experience Happiness..
What people say that The greatest griefs are those we cause ourselves...
is indeed true..
But for me.. its Tearless..
Tearless grief bleeds inwardly..
I can feel it bleeding every single second im a alive..
I love you so.. why must we say goodbye..
Why does it take a minute to say hello and forever to say goodbye?
I dont want to say bye to you..
No matter what..
There are no good-byes, where ever we are, you’ll always be in my heart.
A good-bye is never painful unless you’re never going to say hello again.
Being strong sometimes means being able to let go.
Then ill admit.. Im not strong..
I'm as weak as u make me..
Where is the “good” in goodbye?
All i know.. is that what we shared before..
Was good.. not now..
Now is worst as Hell..
I rather burn in there for eternity..
Than to live here.. slowly..
Dying...
Sometimes you have to let go of someone to see if there’s anything there to hold on to.
Sometimes you have to let go of the one you love to find out if there is really something there.
Now.. I've let go.. please come back..
i need you so badly..
It is the Beginning of something simple
and the End of everything else.
I’m torn between what was and what could be.
People try to tell me..
Don’t cry because it’s over. Smile because it happened.
Finally I found out..
How hard it was to lose something you ever wanted to have..
A part of you has grown in me,
together forever we shall be,
never apart,
maybe in distance,
but not in the heart.
The world is round and the place which may
seem like the beginnning
may also be the end.
Our song.. Ive always listen to..
The song is ended,
but the melody lingers on.
Now.. i finnally understood..
That im not a genius for love..
The real genius for love
lies not in getting into,
but getting out of love.
My love........
If I had a single flower for every time I think about you,
I could walk forever in my garden.
I dont want to wake up now..
I don’t want to wake up and realize
what I was dreaming was right in front of my shut eyes.
I want to stop saying hellos..
for fear of saying goodbyes..
U are Beautiful..
However..
The definition of a beautiful woman is one who loves me.
You don’t love a woman because she is beautiful,
but she is beautiful because you love her.
Each time I miss you,
a star falls down from the sky.
So, if you looked up at the sky and found it dark with no stars,
it is all your fault.
You made me miss you too much!
I really Do miss you..
People ask.. when will you wake up ?
When will you stop missing her..?
When will you Stop loving her..
I told them..
I once went to the ocean..
I dropped a tear in the ocean.
and..
The day you find it is the day I will stop missing Her.
The reason it hurts so much to separate is because our souls are connected.

Although we’ve come to the end of the road,
still I can’t let you go,
it’s unnatural,
you belong to me,
I belong to you ...
Love..

Giving Up.. On Life..

Another Emo song..

-Berhenti Berharap..

Aku tak percaya lagi
dengan apa yang kau beri
aku terdampar di sini
tersudut menunggu mati
aku tak percaya lagi
akan guna matahari
dengan mampu menerangi
sudut gelap hati ini
aku berhenti berharap
dan menunggu datang gelap
sampai nanti suatu saat
tak ada cinta kudapat
kenapa ada derita
bila bahagia tercipta
kenapa ada sang hitam
bila putih menyenangkan...

Chorus:
aku pulang...tanpa dendam
kuterima.. kekalahanku
aku pulang...tanpa dendam
kusalutkan.. kemenanganmu

bridge:
kau ajarkan aku.... bahagia
kau ajarkan aku.... derita
kau tunjukkan aku.... bahagia
kau tunjukkan aku.... derita
kau berikan aku.... bahagia
kau berikan aku.... derita