Tuesday, October 14, 2008

Naomi..

Naomi..
how much do i love you..
even i dont know tat..
But.. NO matter what..
what i know is i DO..
Love you..
Nothing can change the fact tat..
u were my girl..
my love..
my life..
i waited for ages..
for a girl like u..
to come and save me..
why cant me be together..
make this world..
a perfect world..
for Us.. two..


im sure it'll work..
the world of mine without you..
is like a night sky without stars..
nothing to brighten it up..
nothing to acompany the moon..
ill be strong this time..
even if the world destructs..
even the sky colapse on me..
every tear i cry..
i cry for you..
every timme i live..
i live for you..

nothing can be compared to you..
if there is something i can sacrifice now..
just to be with you..
ill DO IT NOW !
without a single second of hestation..
my dreams..
our dreams..
are just infront of us..
why dont we go and make it come true..
lets forget about everything else..
and go over the sea
fly to the heavens in the sky..
today..
ill rejoice for ive met you..
its the natural thing to do..
i wont let anyone to interupt us..
ill forget about EVERYTHING ELSE..

i want us to be ONE..
i want to fly up to the sky..
a sky that exist for only both for us..
where angels celebrate our love..

how lucky we are ..
from friends into lovers..
for lovers into soulmates..
even the sun is not as glaring as your beauty..

all i ever wanted to do..
is to be with you..
having live the rest of my life..
with you..
i want to hold you in my arms..
play a song for only you..
feel my heart as it beats for you..
life seems so boring without you..
ive waited for ages for the existance such as you..
now.. i finally found you..
how close we are to that happy ending..
im yours..
stay beside me..
and heaven shall exist down on earth..
Believe not in me..
but the love we shared..
believe we're not dreaming..
for reality is we do exist for our love..

You're too special for me to forget..
every time i see your face..
your sweet innocent smile..
makes my life shine with happiness..
we used to share this love..
this pure love ..
not comtaminated by any other elements..
God has put me on this earth to look for you..
to be with you..
to hold you..
i cant hold back my tears anymore..
i cant stand not hearing your voice..
this burning flame inside me..
wants to burn a love hole into my chest..
revealling all that i want to show you..
ive never stop hoping..
i dont believe that was just a dream..
im stuck in this dark corner..
waiting for my death..
the sun now shines.. but my eyes refuses to look at it..
every beam of light..

every strip of hope..
reminds me of you..
why must we suffer like this..
why is this so pain..
why the ocean can be so calm even when my heart is screaming ?
i want to go back..
back into time..
the time when i have nothing to care..
nothing but you..
now..
i give up my life..
ill give you anything ..
ill give you..my life..
anything and everything that i can ever have..
dont ask me..
why cant i move on..
i dont know the answer..
all i know is i want you..
i need you..

that you and i..
our love will nvr die..
the sky that shines for you and me..
i watch as the sun sets down the horizon..
i still remember ..
The day i kissed you.. and You were Mine..
someone signed me up for love..
i didnt want it..
because now i cant live without it..
only you can make me feel so..
you know me..like nobody knows..
no one can be compared to you..
thousand of stars shine for you and me..
now slowly.. one by one.. goes missing..
knowing that my days are comin to an end..
allow me to steal your shadow.. To shade me from this pain..
allow me to steal your images.. In my mind..

ive often dream about you and me..
we were out there.. happily together..
and your voice.. saying..
i love you..
i want to be with you..
for your love is worth my life that ill be there for you..
to ask me to forget you..
is like asking me to jump from the highest point..
i just cant stop loving you..
i can pretend to say goodbye..
but i dont want to lie to you anymore..
no.. i wont stop loving you..
Why SHOULD I ???
Be with me.. one more time..
i want to hold you in my arms once again..
let me protect you one more time..
no matter what you say..
you'll be in my heart..
living in there..
now and always..
there are things in life..
that will happen if you keep believing in it..
trust me
one more time..
take a look through my eyes..
you can see the truth inside them..
every single word i say will not be just words for you to believe..
it will be everything ill have to do..
that shows how much i want you..
how much i need you..
everything changes..
but not love..
dont leave me here..
i cant afford to lose you..
all the things that you can change..
not this please..
you'll be amazed what you find..
Please..
Just take a look through my eyes..
and tell me.. what you've found..



The One Whom Lives For You..
Jay..