Please Play This While Reading The next Post.. If not You Will Feel Dumb..

I've Been Spared Of PHYSICAL Pain.. But Not From MENTAL PAIN..

My hands are tied to An empty reflection..
As I stare at myself without your affection..
And wonder why we only see what we want to see..
For what i see now.. just isn't me..

I've lost you for now.. and ever..
Though i know when you'll come back.. never..
I've loved you so..
I just dont know how to show..
This cant go on..
It just feels so wrong..
My heart is gone..
I know this feeling..
My heart breaks..
Only when its beating..

All i want from you is simple protection..
For now i've lost you and my direction..
For everytime u don't say a word..
You show to me the world..

Grandma..
My heart is left to pieces..
Rest In Peace.


These Flowers Are For You Up Above..
Show the Angels.. How Did you Love..