ATTENTION..

WE ARE NOT TOGETHER..... YET....
SO.. PLEASE DONT TALK ABOUT IT...
ITS REALLY HARD FOR ME... TQ..
THOSE WHOM READ THIS BLOG ARE NORMALLY CLOSE TO ME..
SO TRY TO TELL UR FRIENDS TO SHUT IT.. TQ..
IF THEY ASK WHY.. GIVE THEM A PUNCH =.=

THIS IS MY DREAM THAT I DREAMT OF HER...

She and I upon a hilltop,
She in my arms,
And I standing in the light.
I stared at her face,
And she looked,
With downcast eyes,
Past me into the light.
“Let my eyes take yours,”I asked,In silence,
“So you might see me.”
She breathed in,
Her eyes,
Rising to mine,
Blushing,
she could see me.
Her dress rose again,
I whispered Kate,
And stood her up
Eyes transfixed,
with no minds to the world.
Only You.. and me..

And Today.. All I Wanted To Do..
Is to lay in bed with her..
She.. sleeping in my arms..
Both our mind connected..
As I look at her Angelic Face..
All I want is her Love..
All I wanna know is..
Why dont she just fall for me..

I Miss You Baby..

This is a poem For..
My baby..
=: Katherine Lim Seok Yan..























Baby.. I'm so far away from you..
You whom stole my heart,
Here to there seems like ten thousand miles,
and now i've got to walk ten thousand miles from home,
to steal my heart back from you.
this never would have happened if i hadn't gotten so attached.
and i know that every moment i'll wish for your touch.
i'll miss you forever and always,
like every time i said before.
and maybe you won't think of me much,
but i'll keep my memories;
leave you to yours.
i've got to understand that we can't be,
and i was never truly yours.

as i press my fingers to your empty pictures,
i can feel my pulse;
like i felt every time i pressed my hands to your skin.
and it begins to fade away with every beat,
beneath this frozen frame.

and i can keep my pride,
in knowing that i was strong enough to love for a hundred years,
or at least until i'm gone.
honestly, i don't think i'll ever live that long.
i don't believe in eternity,
though we seemed to stand forever;
because i never really believed in God.
but i always believed in you.

I missed you Dearly..
To Those Whom Don'd Understand How I Feel..
Not all scars show,
not all wounds heal,
Sometimes you can't always see,
The pain someone feel..