Birthday Curse

Today is my Birthday
so today i shall ask
for today is the day
on whether we will last.

Just how to make you mine
as i don't have a clue
so tell me where to find
the key, to you.

For days and many nights
I sat, to think
and found you are my light
which makes my heart sink.

I want you to be true
so I'll cancel my condition
I'll even promise your request
so may i have a confession ?

So free me love
prove our love is true
so tell me love
Do You Love Me Too .

I don't know how else to put this.
It's taking me so long to do this.
I'm fading away and I can't see straight.

My muscles feel its stuck there,
My body's curled in a U-shape.
I put on my best, but I'm still afraid.

Propped up by lies and promises.
Saving my place as life forgets.
Maybe it's time I saw the world.

I guess I'm only here for a while.
And patience is not my style,
And I'm so tired that I got to go.

Where am I supposed to hide now?
What am I supposed to do?
Did you really think I wouldn't see this through?

Tell me I should stick around for you.
Tell me I can have it all.
Or I'll be too tired to care and I have to go.

I get to go heaven for a few days.
For I'm leaving there in a few ways.
They throw me a bone just to pick me dry.

I'm following her not directions.
I crawl up inside for protection.
I'm told what to do and I don't know why.

I'm over-existing in her life now.
I'm over the myths and promises now.
I don't really mind if now..
I just fade away..

Deep.. but Meaningless

Deep and Meaningless is all i can ever say..

Tired of getting my heart broken over and over again..
- I'll help you and go through it with you.....

Lets just say I believe if a guy do like a girl.. He'd do anything to make it happen..
- Anything would not just be what I'd do for you...

Do you know we can manipulate ourselves to love someone..
So how can we say, I'm falling for you.
Its stupid
- Tag me as stupid then.. as I've already fallen for you.....

The kiss.. Sorry i started it..
- Thank you.. for that kiss.. that moment.. that time frame......

I miss you...
- I miss you even more......

I like you too...
- I love you.......

- Whats on your mind......
You...
- What about me ?
Just you... =)

- I'm afraid to lose you.....
We have time =)

I wanna hug you to sleep.. baby..
- I wanna hug you to sleep every night and wake up seeing you everyday of my life..

- I'll have to wait till your exams is over ?
It'll be worth the wait darling..

Let me go
- I want you even more

Move on
- To whom who is more special than you ?

It's not gonna happen
- Never say Never....

You're just someone.. Never Knew I Needed..

I'm afraid, in the future..
I can’t talk to you anymore,
it’s not that I am mad at you,
it’s just that when I talk to you
I realize how much I love you
and when I realize how much I love you,
I realize I can’t have you
and that makes me
love you even more.

Sometimes..
I don’t miss her,
I just miss who she was few hours ago..
But no matter what..
I promised her that I would be there for her..
and i intend to keep that promise..