I don't know how else to put this.
It's taking me so long to do this.
I'm fading away and I can't see straight.

My muscles feel its stuck there,
My body's curled in a U-shape.
I put on my best, but I'm still afraid.

Propped up by lies and promises.
Saving my place as life forgets.
Maybe it's time I saw the world.

I guess I'm only here for a while.
And patience is not my style,
And I'm so tired that I got to go.

Where am I supposed to hide now?
What am I supposed to do?
Did you really think I wouldn't see this through?

Tell me I should stick around for you.
Tell me I can have it all.
Or I'll be too tired to care and I have to go.

I get to go heaven for a few days.
For I'm leaving there in a few ways.
They throw me a bone just to pick me dry.

I'm following her not directions.
I crawl up inside for protection.
I'm told what to do and I don't know why.

I'm over-existing in her life now.
I'm over the myths and promises now.
I don't really mind if now..
I just fade away..